I lost my dad about six months ago to leukemia, a deadly cancer that has now claimed two of my family members. This was an extremely pivotal point in my life, but it seems as if nothing changed. To provide context, my dad was diagnosed with this cancer in January of 2017. This was the […]Read More Meet pain, gain hope
I am a thinker. I think a lot about my actions, my characteristics, my interests and so much more. I often wonder if I would’ve stayed consistent on something I truly wanted, would I have obtain it? I often wonder, if I would accomplish any of the goals I set for myself. These are things […]Read More Okay, Listen…
I know most of you reading this is curious to know what this blog post is all about, and what I’m crying about now. Well, today marks two years since I lost my dad. Yep… it’s one of those posts. The sad and sympathetic one. The one people probably tired of reading. I’ll admit, I’m […]Read More Two Year Anniversary
I believe I’ve spent the majority of my life trying to please other people. I think it’s my biggest weakness. In efforts to make others concerns known and more important, I’ve realized how I have devalued myself. There is an underlying lack of self-worth in my life. I can often feel the discomfort in the […]Read More I am here, at this point.
“To honor God is a privilege. Yet, we still find ourselves battling with this right. To know righteousness in the midst of our sin Oh—why does sin feels so good Temporal satisfactions. Momentary indulgences. Sweet whispers of deceit forcing its bliss to taste so good To know ourselves is an advantage Yet, we blame ourselves […]Read More Privileged Reality
“Sweet sympathy i need your time Sweet sympathy give me sight Awake in me— borrowed eyes Awake in me— desperate lines Be thy comfort keep me alive Be thy comfort tell me a lie Oh— sweet sympathy where should I hide Oh— sweet sympathy keep me inside”Read More Sweet Sympathy
The morning is new and my thoughts are whispering to me as I embrace the gazing sun beaming through my window blinds. I can’t help but to immediately self reflect on what’s important to me and examine the things I tend to treasure. My thoughts are held captive to the idea of what this moment […]Read More New Mornings For Me
Crazy Pen is a series where I will use my creative license to write freely and creatively on random topics. With this series, rules don’t apply. Enjoy my Freedom. There is a very well known saying and I am sure that most of you know it, “When life gives you lemon, make lemonade.” This has […]Read More Crazy Pen: Lemonade