Fight, Oh My Soul.

When life seems to pull open crane doors, and shower down pounds of despair I will reach with ache, and grab on to hope When life seems to push me into revolving doors, and cause stumbling misdirection I will gaze upon still waters, where there is no rafting When life seems to pack me into [...]

Lights Out

i lay sleep, sneaking silent waves of rest i heard a bang, my rest is trapped darkness piercing through every inch of my flesh i hear fear's pulse beating in my ear, whispering horrific tensions grinning to my brain, anxiety floating at this moment, I felt the bed shift my heart skipped through the room [...]

Highways

lights move, speeding through parallel lines designed for destination i can see the constant drift stopping but not really going turning but not really merging movements caused by nature not intention in what way will this road elevate how high will my ways carry will they journey blindly will they lead me into direction into [...]

SEASONS

"Seasons change, mad things rearrange But it all stays the same like the love doctor Strange" - Lauryn Hill, "How Many Mics" Queen Lauryn may have been referring to the rap climate with these bars, but every-time I think about the season that I'm in, I always find myself humming these lyrics. They seem to [...]

If My Eyes Could Talk

If my eyes could talk, they would tell you about discomfort.   They would explain a life of despair, sorrow, and poverty.   You would hear the drenching remarks of struggles and brokenness.  The strong sense of loneliness and lack of contentment. If my eyes could talk, they would tell you about insecurity.  They would rave about [...]

aidem laicos

hit me, hit me with likes of momentary attention arise in me, insecurity the feeling of inconsistent satisfaction give more   more, so i can give more i need more   more, so i can show more i have less ,  i don't rest i just post, with hope to get a sensation, to receive a quick [...]

In the Valley

With tears in our eyes, we experience so much pain. We transform brokenness into masquerades of phoniness With death in our path, we mourn the suddenness We provoke evil thoughts, trying to remember hope What happens when Hope seems so far away? What happens when Trust doesn't seem the right way? We question our nature [...]

The House Within [Short Story]

There has always been a house on your block that looked like no one lived there, but you come to realize that people actually did live there.  In fact, you would spend most of your time at this house because you loved this family so much.  Kamile was ashamed of where she lived, but she [...]

My Creed

I was asked to write a creed for a homework assignment for one of my counseling sessions.  My counselor suggested that I center it around the following verses: 2 Corinthians 1:3-7 "Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our affliction, [...]

Dreams, So Cold

Once upon a time there was girl with dreams,  so cold she looked at her life and seen a future untold her vibes, unmatched. her rhythms, untacked she was a moving force to be reckoned with then she met life at the corner to change she bumped into despair and dropped emotions of pain her [...]